One date and all the feelings coming back again....so stupid, morron, idiot and weird of me...
why i never realise he's just playing with my heart, it wasn't me he expected to be with him on that date, it wasn't me who he wished to be with, but still i couldn't say NO when he asked to had a date with him, and now he shows his real skin.

i don't know what the great of getting his attention, a faked attention, only to make me in bad feelings and that "situation" which is so not healty for my mind...  i should have said NO, i should have said SORRY can't do that with you, or SORRY got another date with another guy.... but what was i thinking that time? i was affraid that i hurted him and a stupid mind came out that he was probably need a friend... my gosh what an morron i was.... then now it's prove he didin't need friend that time....