May 21, 2015

ONCE IN A LIFE TIME by Gregorian



Te esperare
Quiero volverte loco esta noche
Con la luna llena
Te esperare
Hoy moriras entre mis brazos
Nunca soƱaste algo igual

 
(When the night falls
I will wait for you
I want to drive you crazy tonight
With the full moon
I will wait for you
Today you will die in my arms
You never dreamed about something like this)

When you're near me
I close my eyes
I want to feel you by my side
When you kiss me
I close my eyes
Want you by my side
When I realise there's no telling lies
Then I know it once in a lifetime
Making love to you
Everytime it's new
You know you're my once in a lifetime

Todo tu cuerpo temblara
Pero esta vez, es realidad          
Aunque el tiempo pase
Nunca, nunca lo olividaras
Sera
Solo una vez en tu vida

(All your body will tremble
But this time it will be real
Though time passes by
You will never, never forget it
It will be
Only once in your lifetime)

When you touch me
I burn inside
Cold and shiver down my spine
When you take me
So hot in love
Can't get enough

When I realise there's no telling lies
Then I know it once in a lifetime
Making love to you
Everytime it's new
You know you're my once in a lifetime

Once in a lifetime
Once in a lifetime
Once in a lifetime

Giving all I've got
Now you love me not
You're my lover once in a lifetime

Taking care of you
Everytime it's new
You know you're my once in a lifetime...

When you're by my side
And I want you hot
When I close my eyes then I touch the skies
When I realise there's no telling lies
Making love to you
Everytime it's new

 

The First Time Ever I Saw Your Face by Celline Dion




I thought the sun rose in your eyes
And the moon and stars were the gifts you gave
To the night and the empty skies, my love
To the night and the empty skies

The first time ever I kissed your mouth
I felt the earth turn in my hand
Like the trembling heart of a captive bird
That was there at my command, my love
That was there at my command

The first time ever I lay with you
And felt your heart beat close to mine
I thought our joy would fill the earth
And last 'till the end of time, my love
And last 'till the end of time

The first time ever I saw your face
I thought the sun rose in your eyes
And the moon and the stars were the gifts you gave
To the night and the empty skies, my love
To the night and the empty skies

May 13, 2015

the fought

Me :
Give me one reason you like me ... please

Me:
Tadi gw liat elu pas nunggu ga lama the lady dibelakang gw, i think bukan suatu kebetulan elu berdua bisa samaan gitu .... maaf ya

You:
Gw ga janjian

Me:
I was girang when you poked me saat acara even for a glance (mesq hy gw yg tau) bt kemudian gw ngeh elu keluar ruangan ga lama the lady, i got confuse

Me:
Thank you ud buat gw seneng td mesq hy sejenak...

Me:
Elu lanjut saja sama dia gpp, gw yg mundur (dlm hal nyenengin elu) gw sptnya yg ga bisa ngertiin dan nyenengin elu ...

You:
Terserah elu dah....

Me:
Thank you for everything ...trully thank you they were beautiful

You:
Hari ini elu nyebelin banget, sumpah

Me:
I know and sorry ... i picked the bad times ya...

You:
Kl elu gak percaya penjelasan gw buat apa juga diteruskan. Karena cuma penjelasan yg bisa gw kasih. Dan gw udah coba jelasin berkali kali, jadi terserah elu

Me:
Jujur gw bener bener seneng wkt elu "poke" me quietly ...sumpah geer gw

You:
Itupun elu ga yakin

Me:
Jahat ya gw sm elu...Maaf ...gw yakin ... kl ga yakin gw ga geer

The day after 

Me:
Am appologize for questioning you

You:
"jalan" yu

Me:
Please... miss u badly, sorry for hurting you badly, and i do miss you so much

You:
I want it now...

Me:
please don't make me hunger of you :D


My Dominant

Before i forget and the day pass by, i had great time with you...geez nothing can replace that valuable moment with you....thank you reminding i had hurted you before....

Second thougt... i think i never forget what it felt spending the nite with you ... i keep the memories inside my heart

After the doubt 13 Mei 2015

Dear D,

Thank you for every explanation u had given. I appologize for questioning you, and being so bitchy (menyebalkan) that day. Didn't mean to act like that, the reason was all these times yg gue rasa gw ga pernah bisa jadi that special in ur heart, im not that lucky spt those ladies yg bisa jadi sosok yg elu pernah suka. I just like u quietly and terbiasa melakukan itu dari jauh ajah. Melihat ur charm gw yakin ga mungkin cw ga ada yg tertarik dg elu (even with your status now). I just can't compete them to win your heart (mesq hy sebatas get ur attention). Maaf ya jika gue udah buat elu dissapointed by not believing you. Thx masih mau spent ur time with me. Ga tau harus bilang apa, i just want to enjoy the chance being with you krn diluar itu i'm not allowed hehehehehe. Thank u ya Denz, u'r always special to me.

PS dari "belakang"nya nanti jika ada kesempatan ya ;)



May 4, 2015

The Dominant



Dear My Dominant,

Maaf ya mengambil waktu elu dg hal yang ga penting banged. Ngeributin soal elu dan dia again. Maaf kalau gw udah melewati batas privacy elu, I think I have crossed the limit. I’m sorry for that. Gw memang ga ada hak untuk gusar atau pun upset or keberatan dg kedekatan elu with siapa saja, entah kenapa krn dengar kasak kusuk orang orang yang semakin berkembang ttg kedekatan kalian membuat gw jadi memperhatikan both of you. And somehow gw merasa menghadapi situasi yg pernah gw hadapi tentang cerita elu dan yang lainnya (you knowlah sapa ajah). You have any right utk got upset with me atas sikap dan pertanyaan gw kemarin. But, sejujurnya I’m glad you have someone yg buat elu nyaman near by, talk to, and understand you.
Gw hy ga ingin diposisi dg situasi dulu lagi  choosing romance or friendship, krn gue sayang elu sangat sayang elu, tp jika memang elu suka salah satu dari mereka or even all of them dan begitu juga sebaliknya, I need you talk to me about this krn gw ndak bisa baca pikiran dan hati elu dan lebih nyaman ajah elu yg menginfokan and I promise gw ga akan menyusahkan elu jika memang gw harus kubur kembali perasaan gw ke elu.

Apa yang terjadi akhir akhir ini memang tanpa paksaan dan pure atas dasar suka sama suka, right? My mistake I included my feelings so that makes everything turn in to bad situation, and I can’t stop my feelings that I ever have to you coming back again. Thank you untuk kebersamaan selama ini, thank you untuk meluangkan waktu bersama, meaning so much to me, but I need to set up my heart again,  other wise gue akan jadi pain in the ass untuk privacy elu dg cewe lain, and giving you hard time. Don't want it happen. Thank you ya for everything, i think i should go now....for good.

The Submissive