December 25th, 2008
Today is X'Mas Day....alot of preparation during the "big"day, x'mas songs heard everywhere, stores, malls, and alot of streets played X'Mas song, x'mas decorations...wouw i think everywhere looked so X'Mas :D
Everywhere felt X'Mas...except inside my heart! So tragic...isn't it?! Alot of things happens during x'mas day...lost few persons and found the others, persons that you never think could bring all the memories into your life back again...
I made reviews of my life for this year, and it surprise me, i found alot of things that shocked the hell of me, few made me sad, few made me smile and happy, and few made me just frozen...
Here they were:
October :
Starting this month my mom get sick, she got diabethic and got high, so need stayed at hospital, after that she got fall cos she couldn't manage her step then she couldn't walk and needs theraphiest... after that she went to the hospital several times cos her diabethic.... 3 months she doesn't able to walk.... but since two weeks ago my mom got massage and now slowly she could move her right leg again, and the great thing was she was bale to attend X'Mas Celebration at the church...
By The End of November:
Got surprise that my childhood first love struck again...woouww, and this time i don't know what to do!I kept this feeling morethan 20 years ~moreless~ After i lost sum1 so dearly last June my days so empty and lost, i went hang around with few guys but not for seriously only for fun, then he showed up... out of the blue! The feeling back again, i tried to hold it harder but i think he's too damn hot tobe not to pay attention! But like the old days, my stupidity, he's alread has sum1...no..no.. he's belongs to sum1, and this time i can't just "jump" like that into the situation and got off that easily... He foundout about my feeling, suprise... he said YES! i try again to free my self from this conditional love but.... i just don't know...!!!
Still in touch until now with him... just wait and see...
December:
Ho..ho..ho..ho.. X'MAs time!
for these few months i had this "like feeling" to this guy, well... it started since last december, but he's too young for me! along the days i realise perhaps i just like him no more, but yes i wis he showed up again this X'Mas eve... and the prayes has been answered... Just when i need sum1 to brighten up a little bit of my X'Mas eve there he was...even now he's already has girl friend but im glad i could accepted his visit only as a friend...
But i won't forget his look wen he stared at me and singing a song, his smile and his cute little face that he's got...girl's heartbreaker...
"thank's for coming dear..."
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE
December 25, 2008
December 14, 2008
Kamu
Hari ini pikiran aku tidak bisa lepas dari bayang-bayangmu...
Hari ini pikiran aku terus dipenuhi oleh sosok dirimu...
Mengapa engkau tidak ber-anjak dr pikiran-ku,
mengapa engkau tidak menghilang dari kerinduan jiwa dan ragaku...
Aku ingin engkau pergi dari hari-hariku namun malah kerinduan itu semakin dalam..
Aku ingin engkau menghilang dari jiwa dan ragaku namun hanya engkau yg dapat menghapus dahaga cinta-ku...
Kamu mengapa engkau masih disini...
Hari ini pikiran aku terus dipenuhi oleh sosok dirimu...
Mengapa engkau tidak ber-anjak dr pikiran-ku,
mengapa engkau tidak menghilang dari kerinduan jiwa dan ragaku...
Aku ingin engkau pergi dari hari-hariku namun malah kerinduan itu semakin dalam..
Aku ingin engkau menghilang dari jiwa dan ragaku namun hanya engkau yg dapat menghapus dahaga cinta-ku...
Kamu mengapa engkau masih disini...
December 8, 2008
Bumbling at the nite...
Entah mengapa aku merasakan kesepian yang sangat dalam,dan entah darimana ada kesedihan yang cukup membuat aku ingin menjerit sekuat tenaga namun yang ada hanya diam sunyi yg keluar dari mulut bibir-ku...
Tuhan tak terlihat-kah oleh-Mu kesedihan yang mengganjal dalam relung hati ku saat ini? dan aku tidak tahu bagaimana mengusir rasa itu out from my heart...
Tuhan tidak Engkau melihat kesunyian yang membungkus jiwa kosong ini?
Tuhan apakah tidak terdengar gemuruh kesedihan hati yang begitu bergejolak dalam hati ku hingga membuat aku ingin berlari pergi dari dunia ini...
Aku tidak mengerti mengapa kesedihan ini begitu hebat melanda diriku,
dan aku tidak mengerti mengapa jiwaku dibuat tidak berdaya oleh kekosongan itu....
Aku lelah Tuhan... aku lelah menghibur diri-ku dan mencoba meyakinkan jiwa ku bahwa semua baik-baik saja... well, it's not... it's not that well Lord... i think you know it!
You always thought me tobe a taugh girl by lay down on YOU Lord... and when im loosing my way i feel that i couldn't find YOU again... not even the way to go back to YOU...
Kau tahu Lord, slowly the pictures of them whom i ever loved play again in my mind... and they're slipping thru my fingers one by one...apakah kebahagiaan cinta itu hanya dimiliki oleh orang lain sedangkan itu sepertinya menjadi hal yang terlarang dalam kehidupan-ku? Apakah untuk-Mu aku terlalu buruk untuk mencintai ataupun dicintai?
Tolong jangan tinggalkan aku dengan kesunyian yang menyiksa ini....
Maaf untuk setiap perkataan yang terlontar tanpa ku pikirkan...
Jangan biarkan aku sendiri dengan kesedihan itu God... let me breath and feel the happiness so i would have known that i am precious enough to YOU...
Tuhan tak terlihat-kah oleh-Mu kesedihan yang mengganjal dalam relung hati ku saat ini? dan aku tidak tahu bagaimana mengusir rasa itu out from my heart...
Tuhan tidak Engkau melihat kesunyian yang membungkus jiwa kosong ini?
Tuhan apakah tidak terdengar gemuruh kesedihan hati yang begitu bergejolak dalam hati ku hingga membuat aku ingin berlari pergi dari dunia ini...
Aku tidak mengerti mengapa kesedihan ini begitu hebat melanda diriku,
dan aku tidak mengerti mengapa jiwaku dibuat tidak berdaya oleh kekosongan itu....
Aku lelah Tuhan... aku lelah menghibur diri-ku dan mencoba meyakinkan jiwa ku bahwa semua baik-baik saja... well, it's not... it's not that well Lord... i think you know it!
You always thought me tobe a taugh girl by lay down on YOU Lord... and when im loosing my way i feel that i couldn't find YOU again... not even the way to go back to YOU...
Kau tahu Lord, slowly the pictures of them whom i ever loved play again in my mind... and they're slipping thru my fingers one by one...apakah kebahagiaan cinta itu hanya dimiliki oleh orang lain sedangkan itu sepertinya menjadi hal yang terlarang dalam kehidupan-ku? Apakah untuk-Mu aku terlalu buruk untuk mencintai ataupun dicintai?
Tolong jangan tinggalkan aku dengan kesunyian yang menyiksa ini....
Maaf untuk setiap perkataan yang terlontar tanpa ku pikirkan...
Jangan biarkan aku sendiri dengan kesedihan itu God... let me breath and feel the happiness so i would have known that i am precious enough to YOU...
Fave Songs from ABBA
HONEY-HONEY
Honey honey, how you thrill me, ah-hah, honey honey
Honey honey, nearly kill me, ah-hah, honey honey
I'd heard about you before
I wanted to know some more
And now I know what they mean, you're a love machine
Oh, you make me dizzy
Honey honey, let me feel it, ah-hah, honey honey
Honey honey, don't conceal it, ah-hah, honey honey
The way that you kiss goodnight
(The way that you kiss me goodnight)
The way that you hold me tight
(The way that you're holding me tight)
I feel like I wanna sing when you do your thing
I don't wanna hurt you, baby, I don't wanna see you cry
So stay on the ground, girl, you better not get too high
But I'm gonna stick to you, boy, you'll never get rid of me
There's no other place in this world where I rather would be
Honey honey, touch me, baby, ah-hah, honey honey
Honey honey, hold me, baby, ah-hah, honey honey
You look like a movie star
(You look like a movie star)
But I know just who you are
(I know just who you are)
And, honey, to say the least, you're a dog-gone beast
So stay on the ground, girl, you better not get too high
There's no other place in this world where I rather would be
Honey honey, how you thrill me, ah-hah, honey honey
Honey honey, nearly kill me, ah-hah, honey honey
I heard about you before
I wanted to know some more
And now I know what they mean, you're a love machine
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
SLIPPING THRU MY FINGERS
Schoolbag in hand, she leaves home in the early morning
Waving goodbye with an absent-minded smile
I watch her go with a surge of that well-known sadness
And I have to sit down for a while
The feeling that I'm losing her forever
And without really entering her world
I'm glad whenever I can share her laughter
That funny little girl
Slipping through my fingers all the time
I try to capture every minute
The feeling in it
Slipping through my fingers all the time
Do I really see what's in her mind
Each time I think I'm close to knowing
She keeps on growing
Slipping through my fingers all the time
Sleep in our eyes, her and me at the breakfast table
Barely awake, I let precious time go by
Then when she's gone there's that odd melancholy feeling
And a sense of guilt I can't deny
What happened to the wonderful adventures
The places I had planned for us to go
(Slipping through my fingers all the time)
Well, some of that we did but most we didn't
And why I just don't know
Slipping through my fingers all the time
I try to capture every minute
The feeling in it
Slipping through my fingers all the time
Do I really see what's in her mind
Each time I think I'm close to knowing
She keeps on growing
Slipping through my fingers all the time
Sometimes I wish that I could freeze the picture
And save it from the funny tricks of time
Slipping through my fingers...
Slipping through my fingers all the time
Schoolbag in hand she leaves home in the early morning
Waving goodbye with an absent-minded smile...
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
THE WINNER TAKES IT ALL
I don't wanna talk
About the things we've gone through
Though it's hurting me
Now it's history
I've played all my cards
And that's what you've done too
Nothing more to say
No more ace to play
The winner takes it all
The loser standing small
Beside the victory
That's her destiny
I was in your arms
Thinking I belonged there
I figured it made sense
Building me a fence
Building me a home
Thinking I'd be strong there
But I was a fool
Playing by the rules
The gods may throw a dice
Their minds as cold as ice
And someone way down here
Loses someone dear
The winner takes it all
The loser has to fall
It's simple and it's plain
Why should I complain.
But tell me does she kiss
Like I used to kiss you?
Does it feel the same
When she calls your name?
Somewhere deep inside
You must know I miss you
But what can I say
Rules must be obeyed
The judges will decide
The likes of me abide
Spectators of the show
Always staying low
The game is on again
A lover or a friend
A big thing or a small
The winner takes it all
I don't wanna talk
If it makes you feel sad
And I understand
You've come to shake my hand
I apologize
If it makes you feel bad
Seeing me so tense
No self-confidence
But you see
The winner takes it all
The winner takes it all...
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
MAMMA MIA...
I've been cheated by you since I don't know when
So I made up my mind, it must come to an end
Look at me now, will I ever learn?
I don't know how but I suddenly lose control
There's a fire within my soul
Just one look and I can hear a bell ring
One more look and I forget everything, o-o-o-oh
Mamma mia, here I go again
My my, how can I resist you?
Mamma mia, does it show again?
My my, just how much I've missed you
Yes, I've been brokenhearted
Blue since the day we parted
Why, why did I ever let you go?
Mamma mia, now I really know,
My my, I could never let you go.
I've been angry and sad about the things that you do
I can't count all the times that I've told you we're through
And when you go, when you slam the door
I think you know that you won't be away too long
You know that I'm not that strong.
Just one look and I can hear a bell ring
One more look and I forget everything, o-o-o-oh
Mamma mia, here I go again
My my, how can I resist you?
Mamma mia, does it show again?
My my, just how much I've missed you
Yes, I've been brokenhearted
Blue since the day we parted
Why, why did I ever let you go?
Mamma mia, even if I say
Bye bye, leave me now or never
mamma mia, it's a game we play
Bye bye doesn't mean forever
Mamma mia, here I go again
My my, how can I resist you?
Mamma mia, does it show again?
My my, just how much I've missed you
Yes, I've been brokenhearted
Blue since the day we parted
Why, why did I ever let you go
Mamma mia, now I really know
My my, I could never let you go
***************************
Our Last Summer
The summer air was soft and warm
The feeling right, the Paris night
Did it's best to please us
And strolling down the Elysee
We had a drink in each cafe
And you
You talked of politics, philosophy and I
Smiled like Mona Lisa
We had our chance
It was a fine and true romance
I can still recall our last summer
I still see it all
Walks along the Seine, laughing in the rain
Our last summer
Memories that remain
We made our way along the river
And we sat down in the grass
By the Eiffel tower
I was so happy we had met
It was the age of no regret
Oh yes
Those crazy years, that was the time
Of the flower-power
But underneath we had a fear of flying
Of getting old, a fear of slowly dying
We took the chance
Like we were dancing our last dance
I can still recall our last summer
I still see it all
In the tourist jam, round the Notre Dame
Our last summer
Walking hand in hand
Paris restaurants
Our last summer
Morning croissants
Living for the day, worries far away
Our last summer
We could laugh and play
And now you're working in a bank
The family man, the football fan
And your name is Harry
How dull it seems
Yet you're the hero of my dreams
I can still recall our last summer
I still see it all
Walks along the Seine, laughing in the rain
Our last summer
Memories that remain
I can still recall our last summer
I still see it all
In the tourist jam, round the Notre Dame
Our last summer
Walking hand in hand
Paris restaurants
Our last summer
Morning croissants
Living for the day, worries far away...
Honey honey, how you thrill me, ah-hah, honey honey
Honey honey, nearly kill me, ah-hah, honey honey
I'd heard about you before
I wanted to know some more
And now I know what they mean, you're a love machine
Oh, you make me dizzy
Honey honey, let me feel it, ah-hah, honey honey
Honey honey, don't conceal it, ah-hah, honey honey
The way that you kiss goodnight
(The way that you kiss me goodnight)
The way that you hold me tight
(The way that you're holding me tight)
I feel like I wanna sing when you do your thing
I don't wanna hurt you, baby, I don't wanna see you cry
So stay on the ground, girl, you better not get too high
But I'm gonna stick to you, boy, you'll never get rid of me
There's no other place in this world where I rather would be
Honey honey, touch me, baby, ah-hah, honey honey
Honey honey, hold me, baby, ah-hah, honey honey
You look like a movie star
(You look like a movie star)
But I know just who you are
(I know just who you are)
And, honey, to say the least, you're a dog-gone beast
So stay on the ground, girl, you better not get too high
There's no other place in this world where I rather would be
Honey honey, how you thrill me, ah-hah, honey honey
Honey honey, nearly kill me, ah-hah, honey honey
I heard about you before
I wanted to know some more
And now I know what they mean, you're a love machine
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
SLIPPING THRU MY FINGERS
Schoolbag in hand, she leaves home in the early morning
Waving goodbye with an absent-minded smile
I watch her go with a surge of that well-known sadness
And I have to sit down for a while
The feeling that I'm losing her forever
And without really entering her world
I'm glad whenever I can share her laughter
That funny little girl
Slipping through my fingers all the time
I try to capture every minute
The feeling in it
Slipping through my fingers all the time
Do I really see what's in her mind
Each time I think I'm close to knowing
She keeps on growing
Slipping through my fingers all the time
Sleep in our eyes, her and me at the breakfast table
Barely awake, I let precious time go by
Then when she's gone there's that odd melancholy feeling
And a sense of guilt I can't deny
What happened to the wonderful adventures
The places I had planned for us to go
(Slipping through my fingers all the time)
Well, some of that we did but most we didn't
And why I just don't know
Slipping through my fingers all the time
I try to capture every minute
The feeling in it
Slipping through my fingers all the time
Do I really see what's in her mind
Each time I think I'm close to knowing
She keeps on growing
Slipping through my fingers all the time
Sometimes I wish that I could freeze the picture
And save it from the funny tricks of time
Slipping through my fingers...
Slipping through my fingers all the time
Schoolbag in hand she leaves home in the early morning
Waving goodbye with an absent-minded smile...
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
THE WINNER TAKES IT ALL
I don't wanna talk
About the things we've gone through
Though it's hurting me
Now it's history
I've played all my cards
And that's what you've done too
Nothing more to say
No more ace to play
The winner takes it all
The loser standing small
Beside the victory
That's her destiny
I was in your arms
Thinking I belonged there
I figured it made sense
Building me a fence
Building me a home
Thinking I'd be strong there
But I was a fool
Playing by the rules
The gods may throw a dice
Their minds as cold as ice
And someone way down here
Loses someone dear
The winner takes it all
The loser has to fall
It's simple and it's plain
Why should I complain.
But tell me does she kiss
Like I used to kiss you?
Does it feel the same
When she calls your name?
Somewhere deep inside
You must know I miss you
But what can I say
Rules must be obeyed
The judges will decide
The likes of me abide
Spectators of the show
Always staying low
The game is on again
A lover or a friend
A big thing or a small
The winner takes it all
I don't wanna talk
If it makes you feel sad
And I understand
You've come to shake my hand
I apologize
If it makes you feel bad
Seeing me so tense
No self-confidence
But you see
The winner takes it all
The winner takes it all...
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
MAMMA MIA...
I've been cheated by you since I don't know when
So I made up my mind, it must come to an end
Look at me now, will I ever learn?
I don't know how but I suddenly lose control
There's a fire within my soul
Just one look and I can hear a bell ring
One more look and I forget everything, o-o-o-oh
Mamma mia, here I go again
My my, how can I resist you?
Mamma mia, does it show again?
My my, just how much I've missed you
Yes, I've been brokenhearted
Blue since the day we parted
Why, why did I ever let you go?
Mamma mia, now I really know,
My my, I could never let you go.
I've been angry and sad about the things that you do
I can't count all the times that I've told you we're through
And when you go, when you slam the door
I think you know that you won't be away too long
You know that I'm not that strong.
Just one look and I can hear a bell ring
One more look and I forget everything, o-o-o-oh
Mamma mia, here I go again
My my, how can I resist you?
Mamma mia, does it show again?
My my, just how much I've missed you
Yes, I've been brokenhearted
Blue since the day we parted
Why, why did I ever let you go?
Mamma mia, even if I say
Bye bye, leave me now or never
mamma mia, it's a game we play
Bye bye doesn't mean forever
Mamma mia, here I go again
My my, how can I resist you?
Mamma mia, does it show again?
My my, just how much I've missed you
Yes, I've been brokenhearted
Blue since the day we parted
Why, why did I ever let you go
Mamma mia, now I really know
My my, I could never let you go
***************************
Our Last Summer
The summer air was soft and warm
The feeling right, the Paris night
Did it's best to please us
And strolling down the Elysee
We had a drink in each cafe
And you
You talked of politics, philosophy and I
Smiled like Mona Lisa
We had our chance
It was a fine and true romance
I can still recall our last summer
I still see it all
Walks along the Seine, laughing in the rain
Our last summer
Memories that remain
We made our way along the river
And we sat down in the grass
By the Eiffel tower
I was so happy we had met
It was the age of no regret
Oh yes
Those crazy years, that was the time
Of the flower-power
But underneath we had a fear of flying
Of getting old, a fear of slowly dying
We took the chance
Like we were dancing our last dance
I can still recall our last summer
I still see it all
In the tourist jam, round the Notre Dame
Our last summer
Walking hand in hand
Paris restaurants
Our last summer
Morning croissants
Living for the day, worries far away
Our last summer
We could laugh and play
And now you're working in a bank
The family man, the football fan
And your name is Harry
How dull it seems
Yet you're the hero of my dreams
I can still recall our last summer
I still see it all
Walks along the Seine, laughing in the rain
Our last summer
Memories that remain
I can still recall our last summer
I still see it all
In the tourist jam, round the Notre Dame
Our last summer
Walking hand in hand
Paris restaurants
Our last summer
Morning croissants
Living for the day, worries far away...
Half Past Year 2nd
August:
I missed sum1 special b’day, and i didn’t know how to tell him how deeply my sorry was, i think he shud upset with me… he doesn’t know how special he is for me! pssttt.. my only secret… well happy belated b’day dear, wish i could shown you how much you meant to me… but it’s forbidden… in every ways…
SePtEmBeR :
Iceberg’s B’day… this time i didn’t make it to contact him, cos he was faraway… infact i didin’t know where he was…and still…
I lost sum1 dearly in this month, Mr.Chris Siahaya, he was my sister’s father in law, and also my father’s best friend and my aunty’s brother in law… small world, right!
PS: i dumped another scum from my love life..again… gee why i had to involved with alot of scumbags…..ppffuuiiihhh…
OkToBeR :
On this month my mom got sick and had to spent few days at hospital b’cos of her diabethic, and she’s been living with me at my grandmother’s house since that…
This month my past “romance” back again… when i met him i didn’t know what to do, i was so nervous and the funniest thing was he didn’t have any clue about my feeling… i think i like playing with fire… honestly, i was glad he came…
NOVEMBER:
Sumtimes i wonder, why God let us to fall in love and get married then separated by death….being separated in any ways so sucks… tears, broken hearted, sadness, emptimess, struggling to keep standing still, being alone… those are such a crap… but life is goin on, right and that’s what God’s wants us to do…
i saw my “past romance” back away this month… back to where he’s from, still sumthing dissapeard in my heart, saw him from distance and couldn’t do anything except waving your hands saying gudbye…and the only thing left just the memories….
Again my mom went to hospital… i really sad and confuse and affraid… she’s stayed at hospital only for 4 days …. thank’s God…
And also this month one of my best had been sent to out of town... Amoy i missed her..already!
DECEMBER:
X’Mas is coming on its way… watcha gonna do for the preparation? will write it down here a.s.a.p k?!Finally my “ past romance” findout about my heart… and it’s all coming back to me now… all the feelings, the sories, the flirt… is this my other stupidity?or am i just being luck?
i think i need somebody here… S.O.S.
December 7, 2008
Sunday's Log of Vicky
Kembali sit tight infront of my blogs field..yet still don't know what am i goin' to write down...
07.45:
tergopoh-goph ngabrit ke organ untuk menggantikan tugas organis hari ini mengiringi jemaat bernyanyi dalam ibadah minggu... sumthing funny hapen during the ceremony, my little niece Vina all the sudden ran to the infront of the church and sat on my lap and sang "..cicak-cicak didinding..." with her outloud voice... i tried so hard to make her quite...
13.15:
went out to Citra Land Mal with Wendy, Anthon~her husband~, Vina, Jeannette ~my youngest sista~, Robin ~her husband~, and my cousin Helmut. We went to Gramedia, one of the largest book store in Jakarta, and buy view things for X'Mas preparation at the church. After that we had lunch at Pizza Hut, Wendy's treat~,we'd been there for 3 hours more less... and then we went to Muwardi's...
18.40:
i went to Bynet netcafe, in upset mood cos had fight with Wendy.. and beside missing sum1 badly but don't know how to contact him, think im gonna crazy thingking about this guy.. and starting to say to my own self ,"..why Vicky, why do you always make a wrong love , why you always get involved with those wrong guys, why do you always drawn your self into bad situation and imposible wishes..." Guess i miss sum1 in my life, sum1 that i could talk to, sum1 that could love me freely and without no ashame things, sum1 that i could introduce to my big family...
21.28: still sitting infront of the compie, and wonder will my prince charming come and get me? Or will i stay alone in my regrets and sadness?!..Really made me dizzy...
Got to go... so tired... and sleepy...
07.45:
tergopoh-goph ngabrit ke organ untuk menggantikan tugas organis hari ini mengiringi jemaat bernyanyi dalam ibadah minggu... sumthing funny hapen during the ceremony, my little niece Vina all the sudden ran to the infront of the church and sat on my lap and sang "..cicak-cicak didinding..." with her outloud voice... i tried so hard to make her quite...
13.15:
went out to Citra Land Mal with Wendy, Anthon~her husband~, Vina, Jeannette ~my youngest sista~, Robin ~her husband~, and my cousin Helmut. We went to Gramedia, one of the largest book store in Jakarta, and buy view things for X'Mas preparation at the church. After that we had lunch at Pizza Hut, Wendy's treat~,we'd been there for 3 hours more less... and then we went to Muwardi's...
18.40:
i went to Bynet netcafe, in upset mood cos had fight with Wendy.. and beside missing sum1 badly but don't know how to contact him, think im gonna crazy thingking about this guy.. and starting to say to my own self ,"..why Vicky, why do you always make a wrong love , why you always get involved with those wrong guys, why do you always drawn your self into bad situation and imposible wishes..." Guess i miss sum1 in my life, sum1 that i could talk to, sum1 that could love me freely and without no ashame things, sum1 that i could introduce to my big family...
21.28: still sitting infront of the compie, and wonder will my prince charming come and get me? Or will i stay alone in my regrets and sadness?!..Really made me dizzy...
Got to go... so tired... and sleepy...
Yang Terdalam by Peter Pan
Lepas semua yang ku-inginkan, takkan ku ulangi
maafkan jika kau ku sayangi, dan bila ku menanti...
Pernahkah engkau coba mengerti, lihatlah ku disini..
Salahkahkah jika aku bermimpi salahkah tuk menanti..
Tak'kan lelah aku menanti, takkan hilang jiwaku ini
hingga saat kau tak kembali, kan ku kenang dihati saja
Kau telah tinggalkan arti yang terdalam
hingga tiada cinta yg tersisa di jiwa
(by PeterPan)
maafkan jika kau ku sayangi, dan bila ku menanti...
Pernahkah engkau coba mengerti, lihatlah ku disini..
Salahkahkah jika aku bermimpi salahkah tuk menanti..
Tak'kan lelah aku menanti, takkan hilang jiwaku ini
hingga saat kau tak kembali, kan ku kenang dihati saja
Kau telah tinggalkan arti yang terdalam
hingga tiada cinta yg tersisa di jiwa
(by PeterPan)
Sedikit demi sedikit aku bisa menerima engkau sudah meninggalkan aku...
Sedikit demi sedikit aku mulai terbangun dari mimpi saat-saat bersamamu..
Sedikit demi sedikit aku mencoba untuk bernafas dari kehampaan udara disekitarku...
Meski akhirnya aku harus mati dan layu semoga dengan kematian ku dapat menambah kebahagiaan dan tawa diwajah-mu...
Tidak apa kamu memutus nafas jiwaku supaya engkau dapat memberi kehidupan untuk dirimu dan dirinya...
Jangan pernah berpaling ke belakang karena yang ada hanya-lah kegelapan, kekosongan dan aku...
Aku sudah sepatutnya musnah karena tak'kan pernah aku mampu memberikan kebahagiaan itu..
Sedikit demi sedikit aku mulai terbangun dari mimpi saat-saat bersamamu..
Sedikit demi sedikit aku mencoba untuk bernafas dari kehampaan udara disekitarku...
Meski akhirnya aku harus mati dan layu semoga dengan kematian ku dapat menambah kebahagiaan dan tawa diwajah-mu...
Tidak apa kamu memutus nafas jiwaku supaya engkau dapat memberi kehidupan untuk dirimu dan dirinya...
Jangan pernah berpaling ke belakang karena yang ada hanya-lah kegelapan, kekosongan dan aku...
Aku sudah sepatutnya musnah karena tak'kan pernah aku mampu memberikan kebahagiaan itu..
Hal yang sangat menyedihkan adalah saat kau jujur pada temanmu, dia berdusta padamu ....
Saat dia telah berjanji padamu, dia mengingkarinya....
Saat kau memberikan perhatian, dia tidak menghargainya ...
Saat kau mengirimkan e-mail pada temanmu, dia menghapus tanpa membacanya...
Saat kau membutuhkan jawaban dari e-mailmu, dia tidak menjawab dan mengacuhkannya ...
Saat bertemu dengannya dan ingin menyapa, dia pura2 tidak melihatmu ...
Saat kau mencintainya dengan tulus tapi dia tidak mencintaimu ...
Saat dia yang kau sayangi tiba2 mengirimkan kartu undangan pernikahannya ....
Hal yang sangat mengecewakan adalah kau dibutuhkan hanya pada saat dia dalam kesulitan ...
Saat kau bersikap ramah, dia terkadang bersikap sinis padamu...
Saat kau butuh dia untuk berbagi cerita, dia berusaha untuk menghindarimu...
Jangan pernah menyesali atas apa yang terjadi padamu
Sebenarnya hal-hal yang kau alami sedang mengajarimu ....
Saat temanmu berdusta padamu atau tidak menepati janjinya padamu atau dia tidak menghargai perhatian yang kau berikan....sebenarnya dia telah mengajarimu agar kau tidak berprilaku seperti dia....
Saat temanmu menghapus e-mail yang kau kirim sebelum membacanya atau saat bertemu dengannya dan ingin menyapa, dia pura2 tidak melihatmu....sebenarnya dia telah mengajarkanmu agar tidak berprasangka buruk & selalu berpikiran positif bahwa mungkin saja dia pernah membaca e-mail yang kau kirim...atau mungkin saja dia tidak melihatmu....
Dan saat dia tidak menjawab e-mailmu .... sebenarnya dia telah mengajarkanmu untuk menjawab e-mail temanmu yang membutuhkan jawaban walaupun kau sedang sibuk dan jika kau tidak bisa menjawabnya katakan kalau kau belum bisa menjawabnya jangan biarkan e-mailnya tanpa jawaban karena mungkin dia sedang menunggu jawabanmu ....
Saat kau mencintainya dengan tulus tapi dia tidak mencintaimu atau di sayang kau sayangi tiba2 mengirimkan kartu undangan pernikahannya...sebenarnya sedang mengajarimu untuk ridha menerima takdirNya ....
Saat kau bersikap ramah tapi dia terkadang bersikap sinis padamu ....
sebenarnya dia sedang mengajarimu untuk selalu bersikap ramah pada siapapun ....
Saat kau butuh dia untuk berbagi cerita, dia berusaha untuk menghindarimu... sebenarnya dia sedang mengajarimu untuk menjadi seorang teman yang bisa diajak berbagi cerita, mau mendengarkan keluhan temanmu dan membantunya ....
Bila kau dibutuhkan hanya pada saat dia sedang dalam kesulitan ....sebenarnya juga telah mengajarimu untuk menjadi orang yang arif & santun, kau telah membantunya saat dia dalam kesulitan ....
Begitu banyak hal yang tidak menyenangkan yang sering kau alami atau bertemu dengan orang2 ya! ng menjengkelkan, egois dan sikap yang tidak mengenakkan ...
Dan betapa tidak menyenangkan menjadi orang yang dikecewakan, disakiti, tidak dipedulikan/dicuekin, tidak dihargai, atau bahkan mungkin dicaci dan dihina ...
Sebenarnya orang2 tsb. sedang mengajarimu untuk melatih membersihkan hati & jiwa, melatih untuk menjadi orang yang sabar dan mengajarimu untuk tidak berprilaku seperti itu ...
Mungkin Tuhan menginginkan kau bertemu orang dengan berbagai macam karakter yang tidak menyenangkan sebelum kau bertemu dengan orang yangmenyenangkan dalam kehidupanmu
dan kau harus mengerti bagaimanaberterimakasih atas karunia itu yang telah mengajarkan sesuatu yang paling berharga dalam hidupmu ...
i might ever put this article before..but i forget when.. Just now i read again all my old posted then i find this article... the suddenly i remember you, i remember all the deception and betrayed i had gone thru...and i remember you...
i know you're happy in your new life now,just forget me and leave me behind... just go...please don't go back...
Saat dia telah berjanji padamu, dia mengingkarinya....
Saat kau memberikan perhatian, dia tidak menghargainya ...
Saat kau mengirimkan e-mail pada temanmu, dia menghapus tanpa membacanya...
Saat kau membutuhkan jawaban dari e-mailmu, dia tidak menjawab dan mengacuhkannya ...
Saat bertemu dengannya dan ingin menyapa, dia pura2 tidak melihatmu ...
Saat kau mencintainya dengan tulus tapi dia tidak mencintaimu ...
Saat dia yang kau sayangi tiba2 mengirimkan kartu undangan pernikahannya ....
Hal yang sangat mengecewakan adalah kau dibutuhkan hanya pada saat dia dalam kesulitan ...
Saat kau bersikap ramah, dia terkadang bersikap sinis padamu...
Saat kau butuh dia untuk berbagi cerita, dia berusaha untuk menghindarimu...
Jangan pernah menyesali atas apa yang terjadi padamu
Sebenarnya hal-hal yang kau alami sedang mengajarimu ....
Saat temanmu berdusta padamu atau tidak menepati janjinya padamu atau dia tidak menghargai perhatian yang kau berikan....sebenarnya dia telah mengajarimu agar kau tidak berprilaku seperti dia....
Saat temanmu menghapus e-mail yang kau kirim sebelum membacanya atau saat bertemu dengannya dan ingin menyapa, dia pura2 tidak melihatmu....sebenarnya dia telah mengajarkanmu agar tidak berprasangka buruk & selalu berpikiran positif bahwa mungkin saja dia pernah membaca e-mail yang kau kirim...atau mungkin saja dia tidak melihatmu....
Dan saat dia tidak menjawab e-mailmu .... sebenarnya dia telah mengajarkanmu untuk menjawab e-mail temanmu yang membutuhkan jawaban walaupun kau sedang sibuk dan jika kau tidak bisa menjawabnya katakan kalau kau belum bisa menjawabnya jangan biarkan e-mailnya tanpa jawaban karena mungkin dia sedang menunggu jawabanmu ....
Saat kau mencintainya dengan tulus tapi dia tidak mencintaimu atau di sayang kau sayangi tiba2 mengirimkan kartu undangan pernikahannya...sebenarnya sedang mengajarimu untuk ridha menerima takdirNya ....
Saat kau bersikap ramah tapi dia terkadang bersikap sinis padamu ....
sebenarnya dia sedang mengajarimu untuk selalu bersikap ramah pada siapapun ....
Saat kau butuh dia untuk berbagi cerita, dia berusaha untuk menghindarimu... sebenarnya dia sedang mengajarimu untuk menjadi seorang teman yang bisa diajak berbagi cerita, mau mendengarkan keluhan temanmu dan membantunya ....
Bila kau dibutuhkan hanya pada saat dia sedang dalam kesulitan ....sebenarnya juga telah mengajarimu untuk menjadi orang yang arif & santun, kau telah membantunya saat dia dalam kesulitan ....
Begitu banyak hal yang tidak menyenangkan yang sering kau alami atau bertemu dengan orang2 ya! ng menjengkelkan, egois dan sikap yang tidak mengenakkan ...
Dan betapa tidak menyenangkan menjadi orang yang dikecewakan, disakiti, tidak dipedulikan/dicuekin, tidak dihargai, atau bahkan mungkin dicaci dan dihina ...
Sebenarnya orang2 tsb. sedang mengajarimu untuk melatih membersihkan hati & jiwa, melatih untuk menjadi orang yang sabar dan mengajarimu untuk tidak berprilaku seperti itu ...
Mungkin Tuhan menginginkan kau bertemu orang dengan berbagai macam karakter yang tidak menyenangkan sebelum kau bertemu dengan orang yangmenyenangkan dalam kehidupanmu
dan kau harus mengerti bagaimanaberterimakasih atas karunia itu yang telah mengajarkan sesuatu yang paling berharga dalam hidupmu ...
i might ever put this article before..but i forget when.. Just now i read again all my old posted then i find this article... the suddenly i remember you, i remember all the deception and betrayed i had gone thru...and i remember you...
i know you're happy in your new life now,just forget me and leave me behind... just go...please don't go back...
December 4, 2008
Letter from JESUS
During this time there are many people shopping for gifts, there are many radio announcements, TV commercials, and in every part of the world everyone is talking that my birthday is getting closer and closer. It is really very nice to know, that at least once a year, some people think of me. As you know, the celebration of my birthday began many years ago. At first people seemed to understand and be thankful of all that I did for them, but in these times, no one seems to know the reason for the celebration. Family and friends get together and have a lot of fun, but they don't know the meaning of the celebration. I remember that last year there was a great feast in my honor. The dinner table was full of delicious foods, pastries, fruits, assorted nuts and chocolates. The decorations were exquisite and there were many, many beautifully wrapped gifts.
But, do you want to know something? I wasn't invited.
I was the guest of honor and they didn't remember to send me an invitation. The party was for me, but when that great day came, I was left outside, they closed the door in my face .. and I wanted to be with them and share their table. In truth, that didn't surprise me because in the last few years all close their doors to me. Since I wasn't invited, I decided to enter the party without making any noise. I went in and stood in a corner. They were all drinking; there were some who were drunk and telling jokes and laughing at everything. They were having a grand time.
To top it all, this big fat man all dressed in red wearing a long white beard entered the room yelling Ho-Ho-Ho! He seemed drunk. He sat on the sofa and all the children ran to him, saying: "Santa Claus, Santa Claus"as if the party were in his honor!
At midnight all the people began to hug each other; I extended my arms waiting for someone to hug me and do you know no-one hugged me. Suddenly they all began to share gifts. They opened them one by one with great expectation. When all had been opened, I looked to see if, maybe, there was one for me. What would you feel if on your birthday everybody shared gifts and you did not get one?
I then understood that I was unwanted at that party and quietly left. Every year it gets worse. People only remember the gifts, the parties, to eat and drink, and nobody remembers me. I would like this Christmas that you allow me to enter into your life. I would like that you recognize the fact that almost two thousand years ago I came to this world to give my life for you, on the cross, to save you.
Today, I only want that you believe this with all your heart. I want to share something with you. As many didn't invite me to their party, I will have my own celebration, a grandiose party that no one has ever imagined, a spectacular party. I'm still making the final arrangements..
Today I am sending out many invitations and there is an invitation for you. I want to know if you wish to attend and I will make a reservation for you and write your name with golden letters in my great guest book. Only those on the guest list will be invited to the party. Those who don't answer the invite, will be left outside. Be prepared because when all is ready you will be part of my great party.
See you soon. I Love you!
Jesus
Share this message with your loved ones, before Christmas
As you well know, we are getting closer to my birthday. Every year there is a celebration in my honor and I think that this year the celebration will be repeated.
During this time there are many people shopping for gifts, there are many radio announcements, TV commercials, and in every part of the world everyone is talking that my birthday is getting closer and closer. It is really very nice to know, that at least once a year, some people think of me. As you know, the celebration of my birthday began many years ago. At first people seemed to understand and be thankful of all that I did for them, but in these times, no one seems to know the reason for the celebration. Family and friends get together and have a lot of fun, but they don't know the meaning of the celebration. I remember that last year there was a great feast in my honor. The dinner table was full of delicious foods, pastries, fruits, assorted nuts and chocolates. The decorations were exquisite and there were many, many beautifully wrapped gifts.
But, do you want to know something? I wasn't invited.
I was the guest of honor and they didn't remember to send me an invitation. The party was for me, but when that great day came, I was left outside, they closed the door in my face .. and I wanted to be with them and share their table. In truth, that didn't surprise me because in the last few years all close their doors to me. Since I wasn't invited, I decided to enter the party without making any noise. I went in and stood in a corner. They were all drinking; there were some who were drunk and telling jokes and laughing at everything. They were having a grand time.
To top it all, this big fat man all dressed in red wearing a long white beard entered the room yelling Ho-Ho-Ho! He seemed drunk. He sat on the sofa and all the children ran to him, saying: "Santa Claus, Santa Claus"as if the party were in his honor!
At midnight all the people began to hug each other; I extended my arms waiting for someone to hug me and do you know no-one hugged me. Suddenly they all began to share gifts. They opened them one by one with great expectation. When all had been opened, I looked to see if, maybe, there was one for me. What would you feel if on your birthday everybody shared gifts and you did not get one?
I then understood that I was unwanted at that party and quietly left. Every year it gets worse. People only remember the gifts, the parties, to eat and drink, and nobody remembers me. I would like this Christmas that you allow me to enter into your life. I would like that you recognize the fact that almost two thousand years ago I came to this world to give my life for you, on the cross, to save you.
Today, I only want that you believe this with all your heart. I want to share something with you. As many didn't invite me to their party, I will have my own celebration, a grandiose party that no one has ever imagined, a spectacular party. I'm still making the final arrangements..
Today I am sending out many invitations and there is an invitation for you. I want to know if you wish to attend and I will make a reservation for you and write your name with golden letters in my great guest book. Only those on the guest list will be invited to the party. Those who don't answer the invite, will be left outside. Be prepared because when all is ready you will be part of my great party.
See you soon. I Love you!
Jesus
Share this message with your loved ones, before Christmas
The words you are about to experience are true.
They will change your life if you let them.
For they come from the very heart of God... He loves you...
and He is the Father you have been looking for all your life.
This is His love letter to you...
My Child…
You may not know Me, but I know everything about you…
Psalm 139:1
I know when you sit down and when you rise up
Psalm 139:2
I am familiar with all your ways …
Psalm 139:3
Even the very hairs on your head are numbered…
Matthew 10:29-31
For you were made in My image …
Genesis 1:27
In Me you live and move and have your being …
Acts 17:28
For you are My offspring
…Acts 17:28
I knew you even before you were conceived …
Jeremiah 1:4-5
I chose you when I planned creation
…Ephesians 1:11-12
You were not a mistake, for all your days are written in My book…
Psalm 139:15-16
I determined the exact time of your birth and where you would live …
Acts 17:26
You are fearfully and wonderfully made …
Psalm 139:14
I knit you together in your mother's womb …
Psalm 139:13
And brought you forth on the day you were born …
Psalm 71:6
I have been misrepresented by those who don't know Me …
John 8:41-44
I am not distant and angry, but am the complete expression of love…
1 John 4:16
And it is My desire to lavish My love on you …
1 John 3:1
Simply because you are My child and I am your Daddy
…1 John 3:1
I offer you more than your earthly father ever could …
Matthew 7:11
For I am the perfect Daddy
…Matthew 5:48
Every good gift that you receive comes from My hand…
James 1:17
For I am your Provider and I meet all your needs …
Matthew 6:31-33
My plan for your future has always been filled with hope …
Jeremiah 29:11
Because I love you with an everlasting love
…Jeremiah 31:3
My thoughts towards you are countless as the sand on the seashore
...Psalms 139:17-18
And I rejoice over you with singing
…Zephaniah 3:17
I will never stop doing good to you …
Jeremiah 32:40
For you are My treasured possession …Exodus 19:5
I desire to establish you with all My heart and all My soul
…Jeremiah 32:41
And I want to show you great and marvelous things …
Jeremiah 33:3
If you seek Me with all your heart, you will find Me
…Deuteronomy 4:29
Delight in Me and I will give you the desires of your heart
…Psalm 37:4
For it is I who gave you those desires
…Philippians 2:13
I am able to do more for you than you could possibly imagine
…Ephesians 3:20
For I am your greatest encourager
…2 Thessalonians 2:16-17
I am also the Father who comforts you in all your troubles
…2 Corinthians 1:3-4
When you are brokenhearted, I am close to you
…Psalm 34:18
As a shepherd carries a lamb, I have carried you close to My heart
…Isaiah 40:11
One day I will wipe away every tear from your eyes …Revelation 21:3-4
And I'll take away all the pain you have suffered on this earth
…Revelation 21:3-4
I am your Daddy, and I love you even as I love My son, Jesus
…John 17:23
For in Jesus, My love for you is revealed
…John 17:26
He is the exact representation of My being
…Hebrews 1:3
He came to demonstrate that I am for you, not against you
…Romans 8:31
And to tell you that I am not counting your sins
…2 Corinthians 5:18-19
Jesus died so that you and I could be reconciled
…2 Corinthians 5:18-19
His death was the ultimate expression of My love for you…
1 John 4:10
I gave up everything I loved that I might gain your love …
Romans 8:31-32
If you receive the gift of my son Jesus, you receive Me …
1 John 2:23
And nothing will ever separate you from My love again
…Romans 8:38-39
Come home and I'll show the biggest party heaven has ever seen
…Luke 15:7
I have always been Daddy, and will always be Daddy
…Ephesians 3:14-15
My question is…Will you be My child?
…John 1:12-13
I am waiting for you …
Luke 15:11-32
Love, Your Dad... Almighty God
(Written by Barry Adams)
They will change your life if you let them.
For they come from the very heart of God... He loves you...
and He is the Father you have been looking for all your life.
This is His love letter to you...
My Child…
You may not know Me, but I know everything about you…
Psalm 139:1
I know when you sit down and when you rise up
Psalm 139:2
I am familiar with all your ways …
Psalm 139:3
Even the very hairs on your head are numbered…
Matthew 10:29-31
For you were made in My image …
Genesis 1:27
In Me you live and move and have your being …
Acts 17:28
For you are My offspring
…Acts 17:28
I knew you even before you were conceived …
Jeremiah 1:4-5
I chose you when I planned creation
…Ephesians 1:11-12
You were not a mistake, for all your days are written in My book…
Psalm 139:15-16
I determined the exact time of your birth and where you would live …
Acts 17:26
You are fearfully and wonderfully made …
Psalm 139:14
I knit you together in your mother's womb …
Psalm 139:13
And brought you forth on the day you were born …
Psalm 71:6
I have been misrepresented by those who don't know Me …
John 8:41-44
I am not distant and angry, but am the complete expression of love…
1 John 4:16
And it is My desire to lavish My love on you …
1 John 3:1
Simply because you are My child and I am your Daddy
…1 John 3:1
I offer you more than your earthly father ever could …
Matthew 7:11
For I am the perfect Daddy
…Matthew 5:48
Every good gift that you receive comes from My hand…
James 1:17
For I am your Provider and I meet all your needs …
Matthew 6:31-33
My plan for your future has always been filled with hope …
Jeremiah 29:11
Because I love you with an everlasting love
…Jeremiah 31:3
My thoughts towards you are countless as the sand on the seashore
...Psalms 139:17-18
And I rejoice over you with singing
…Zephaniah 3:17
I will never stop doing good to you …
Jeremiah 32:40
For you are My treasured possession …Exodus 19:5
I desire to establish you with all My heart and all My soul
…Jeremiah 32:41
And I want to show you great and marvelous things …
Jeremiah 33:3
If you seek Me with all your heart, you will find Me
…Deuteronomy 4:29
Delight in Me and I will give you the desires of your heart
…Psalm 37:4
For it is I who gave you those desires
…Philippians 2:13
I am able to do more for you than you could possibly imagine
…Ephesians 3:20
For I am your greatest encourager
…2 Thessalonians 2:16-17
I am also the Father who comforts you in all your troubles
…2 Corinthians 1:3-4
When you are brokenhearted, I am close to you
…Psalm 34:18
As a shepherd carries a lamb, I have carried you close to My heart
…Isaiah 40:11
One day I will wipe away every tear from your eyes …Revelation 21:3-4
And I'll take away all the pain you have suffered on this earth
…Revelation 21:3-4
I am your Daddy, and I love you even as I love My son, Jesus
…John 17:23
For in Jesus, My love for you is revealed
…John 17:26
He is the exact representation of My being
…Hebrews 1:3
He came to demonstrate that I am for you, not against you
…Romans 8:31
And to tell you that I am not counting your sins
…2 Corinthians 5:18-19
Jesus died so that you and I could be reconciled
…2 Corinthians 5:18-19
His death was the ultimate expression of My love for you…
1 John 4:10
I gave up everything I loved that I might gain your love …
Romans 8:31-32
If you receive the gift of my son Jesus, you receive Me …
1 John 2:23
And nothing will ever separate you from My love again
…Romans 8:38-39
Come home and I'll show the biggest party heaven has ever seen
…Luke 15:7
I have always been Daddy, and will always be Daddy
…Ephesians 3:14-15
My question is…Will you be My child?
…John 1:12-13
I am waiting for you …
Luke 15:11-32
Love, Your Dad... Almighty God
(Written by Barry Adams)
Mamma Mia!
The great movie i ever saw since Sound of Music...
I never get tired watching this movie...
it's about Donna's life, a single parent for her young daughter Sophie, who's goin to get marriage with Sky a local guy and Sophie's friend since they're kids...
it's about Donna's first love that she thought had been gone away becos of his engadement...
it's about the strength of friendship....
it's about finding your true love.... someday!!!
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
Keep on Knocking, Keep on Asking, Keep on Seeking
When Colonel Harland Sanders retired at the age of 65, he had little to show for himself, except an old Caddie roadster, a $105 monthly pension check, and a recipe for chicken. Knowing he couldn't live on his pension, he took his chicken recipe in hand, got behind the wheel of his van, and set out to make his fortune. His first plan was to sell his chicken recipe to restaurant owners, who would in turn give him a residual for every piece of chicken they sold--5 cents per chicken. The first restaurateur he called on turned him down.
So did the second.
So did the third.
In fact, the first 1008 sales calls Colonel Sanders made ended in rejection. Still, he continued to call on owners as he traveled across the USA, sleeping in his car to save money. Prospect number 1009 gave him his first "yes."
After two years of making daily sales he had signed up a total of five restaurants. Still the Colonel pressed on, knowing that he had a great chicken recipe and that someday the idea would catch on. Of course, you know how the story ends. The idea DID catch on. By 1963 the Colonel had 600 restaurants across the country selling his secret recipe of Kentucky Fried Chicken (with 11 herbs and spices).
In 1964 he was bought out by future Kentucky governor John Brown. Even though the sale made him a multi-millionaire, he continued to represent and promote KFC until his death in 1990. Colonel Sanders' story teaches an important lesson: its never too late to decide to never give up.
Earlier in his life the Colonel was involved in other business ventures--but they weren't successful. He had a gas station in the 30's, a restaurant in the 40's, and he gave up on both of them. At the age of 65, however, Harland Sanders decided his chicken idea was the right idea, and he refused to give up, even in spite of repeated rejection.
He knew that if he kept on knocking on doors, eventually someone would say "yes." This is how Jesus has commanded to approach life. He said, "Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you." (Luke 11:9) This verse follows a story Jesus told emphasizing the importance of a "never-give-up" attitude in prayer. Jesus is saying, "Ask--not just once, but as many times as is necessary. Keep on knocking till the door is opened." If you have made half-hearted attempts at doing God's will in your life...if you have given up too easily in the past...remember: It's never too late to become persistent. It's never too late to decide to never give up. Keep on knocking. Keep on asking. Keep on seeking.
So did the second.
So did the third.
In fact, the first 1008 sales calls Colonel Sanders made ended in rejection. Still, he continued to call on owners as he traveled across the USA, sleeping in his car to save money. Prospect number 1009 gave him his first "yes."
After two years of making daily sales he had signed up a total of five restaurants. Still the Colonel pressed on, knowing that he had a great chicken recipe and that someday the idea would catch on. Of course, you know how the story ends. The idea DID catch on. By 1963 the Colonel had 600 restaurants across the country selling his secret recipe of Kentucky Fried Chicken (with 11 herbs and spices).
In 1964 he was bought out by future Kentucky governor John Brown. Even though the sale made him a multi-millionaire, he continued to represent and promote KFC until his death in 1990. Colonel Sanders' story teaches an important lesson: its never too late to decide to never give up.
Earlier in his life the Colonel was involved in other business ventures--but they weren't successful. He had a gas station in the 30's, a restaurant in the 40's, and he gave up on both of them. At the age of 65, however, Harland Sanders decided his chicken idea was the right idea, and he refused to give up, even in spite of repeated rejection.
He knew that if he kept on knocking on doors, eventually someone would say "yes." This is how Jesus has commanded to approach life. He said, "Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you." (Luke 11:9) This verse follows a story Jesus told emphasizing the importance of a "never-give-up" attitude in prayer. Jesus is saying, "Ask--not just once, but as many times as is necessary. Keep on knocking till the door is opened." If you have made half-hearted attempts at doing God's will in your life...if you have given up too easily in the past...remember: It's never too late to become persistent. It's never too late to decide to never give up. Keep on knocking. Keep on asking. Keep on seeking.
Dalam saat...
Kamu adalah segala buat ku,
Pengorbananmu bagai sungai yang tak mau henti mengalir...
Entah apa yang bisa ku lakukan untuk bisa membuatmu selalu tersenyum,
bahkan matahariku tak mampu menggantikan senyummu...
Karang tak setegar dirimu untuk menghadapi diriku..Apa yang bisa kuberikan untukmu...
Untuk kamu yang disana...
dalam saat diam ku kerap ku baca peninggalan tulisan dari-mu...
dalam saat senyap-ku perlahan ku kenang kembali goresan tulisan-mu meski itu hanya basa-basi yang engkau lontarkan sekedar pelengkap topeng dusta-mu...
dalam saat kerinduan ku coba resapi setiap arti yang mungkin tersirat dalam setiap penggal kata-kata yang tersurat...
dan...
dalam saat kepergian-ku untuk terakhir kali ku nikmati dusta yang pernah ber-arti dalam hidup ku...
dalam saat diam ku kerap ku baca peninggalan tulisan dari-mu...
dalam saat senyap-ku perlahan ku kenang kembali goresan tulisan-mu meski itu hanya basa-basi yang engkau lontarkan sekedar pelengkap topeng dusta-mu...
dalam saat kerinduan ku coba resapi setiap arti yang mungkin tersirat dalam setiap penggal kata-kata yang tersurat...
dan...
dalam saat kepergian-ku untuk terakhir kali ku nikmati dusta yang pernah ber-arti dalam hidup ku...
Hakuna matata...
Timon: Hakuna Matata! What a wonderful phrase
Pumbaa: Hakuna Matata! Ain't no passing craze
Timon: It means no worriesssssssss for the rest of your days
Timon & Pumbaa: It's our problem-free philosophy
Pumbaa: Hakuna Matata!
Simba: Hakuna Matata???????!!!!!!
Timon: Yeah. It's our motto!
Simba: What's a motto???
Timon: Nothing. What's a-motto with you?
Simba: Those two words will solve all your problems
Timon: That's right. Take Pumbaa here
Why, when he was a young warthog...
Pumbaa: When I was a young wart hog
Timon: Very nice
Pumbaa: Thanks
Timon: He found his aroma lacked a certain appeal
He could clear the savannah after every meal
Pumbaa: I'm a sensitive soul though I seem thick-skinned
And it hurt that my friends never stood downwind
And oh, the shame He was ashamed
Thought of changin' my name What's in a name?
And I got downhearted How did ya feel?
Everytime that I...
Timon: Hey! Pumbaa! Not in front of the kids!
Pumbaa: Oh. Sorry
Timon & Pumbaa: Hakuna Matata! What a wonderful phrase
Hakuna Matata! Ain't no passing craze
Simba: It means no worries for the rest of your days
Timon, Pumbaa & Simba: It's our problem-free philosophy
vicky log's on missing sum1
Hal pertama yang ku tanyakan pada diriku,"apa yang ku suka dari-mu?"
Saat usiaku jauh dari pengenalan akan cinta, namun saat aku melihatmu pertama kali ada ssesuatu yang membuat ku ingin terus berada disisimu... dan mataku selalu haus mencari akan dirimu...
Ada saat dimana aku mengerti ini adalah "kegilaan" cinta yang bersifat sementara dan berlalunya pun secepat angin berhembus.
Namun seiring waktu berjalan, disetiap pertemuan jiwaku merasakan suatu kesukacitaan saat melihat sosok dirimu..
Kini, dalam masa kedewasaanku, rasa itu tetap ada, tetap membungkus hati dan jiwaku dengan kekaguman dan cinta yang terus menghangatkan hati ini disaat engkau ada disini..
Namun seiring roda kehidupan yang terus berputar hatiku terbangun dari mimpi kerinduan itu, dan dalam sadarnya berkata,"rindu itu hanya mimpiku..."
dedicated to sum1 there..."please tell me what should i do.." 0801
Saat usiaku jauh dari pengenalan akan cinta, namun saat aku melihatmu pertama kali ada ssesuatu yang membuat ku ingin terus berada disisimu... dan mataku selalu haus mencari akan dirimu...
Ada saat dimana aku mengerti ini adalah "kegilaan" cinta yang bersifat sementara dan berlalunya pun secepat angin berhembus.
Namun seiring waktu berjalan, disetiap pertemuan jiwaku merasakan suatu kesukacitaan saat melihat sosok dirimu..
Kini, dalam masa kedewasaanku, rasa itu tetap ada, tetap membungkus hati dan jiwaku dengan kekaguman dan cinta yang terus menghangatkan hati ini disaat engkau ada disini..
Namun seiring roda kehidupan yang terus berputar hatiku terbangun dari mimpi kerinduan itu, dan dalam sadarnya berkata,"rindu itu hanya mimpiku..."
dedicated to sum1 there..."please tell me what should i do.." 0801
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