November 24, 2014
Dan mungkin bila nanti by Peterpan
C Em
Saatnya tuk berkata
F C
Mungkin yang terakhir kalinya
C Em
Sudahlah lepaskan semua
F C
Kuyakin inilah waktunya
Chorus
G F
Mungkin saja kau bukan yang dulu lagi
G F
Mungkin saja rasa itu telah pergi
C
Dan mungkin bila nanti
Em
Kita kan bertemu lagi
F
Satu pintaku jangan
G C
Kau coba tanyakan kembali
Em
Rasa yang ku tinggal mati
F
Seperti hari kemarin
G
Saat semua disini
C Em F G
C Em
Dan bila hatimu terbangun
F C
Bangun dari mimpi-mimpimu
C Em
Membuka hatimu yg dulu
F C
Cerita saat bersamaku
Ulangi chorus
Ulangi reff
C
Tak usah kau tanyakan lagi
Em
Simpan untuk sendiri
F
Semua sesal yang kau cari
G
Semua rasa yang kau beri
November 22, 2014
Reflection
“Lebih
baik dicintai daripada mencintai…”, “pasangan hidup tidak harus selalu sesuai
standard kita…”, “cinta bisa hadir seiring perjalanan pernikahan kita…”ungkapan-
ungkapan itu diberikan ke gue which is I think that’s an imposible thing to do.
What if in the middle of the relationship or a marriage we met or found someone
that fit with our standart and that person loves us back, can we imagine
how many persent we’re gonna do an
affair? The worst is we will live in regret for the rest of our live, sucks…
i knew this guy long time ago. Everyone thought that he wasn't in category of handsome guy, away from being handsome, but quietly i pay attention on him. Months and years gone by, i didn't know how we got closer, all i knew we end up in the barn that nite, silly me i let him touched me on that day when i stopped by to his office. After the relationship, many things happen between us, we split, he with those girls he chasing and me with other guys, but somehow we got back together again, not for long but for few weeks then something bad happen again and we become stranger again, and it's goin' on again and again and again....
In my life i never got back if i broke up with a guy...except for him.... and the worst i just realise now, i still love him even we're not talking to each other for..hmmm ages.... can we called it love?
everyone leave... i leave .... but what should i do if the love also left in the middle of my life with someone that i think he loved me...
i knew this guy long time ago. Everyone thought that he wasn't in category of handsome guy, away from being handsome, but quietly i pay attention on him. Months and years gone by, i didn't know how we got closer, all i knew we end up in the barn that nite, silly me i let him touched me on that day when i stopped by to his office. After the relationship, many things happen between us, we split, he with those girls he chasing and me with other guys, but somehow we got back together again, not for long but for few weeks then something bad happen again and we become stranger again, and it's goin' on again and again and again....
In my life i never got back if i broke up with a guy...except for him.... and the worst i just realise now, i still love him even we're not talking to each other for..hmmm ages.... can we called it love?
everyone leave... i leave .... but what should i do if the love also left in the middle of my life with someone that i think he loved me...
22 November 2014 - the chat
"iya sayang...", she said.... "buktikan..." he said, "barusan gue panggil sayang khan..." she said again, "preeeettt..." then they laughed happily
Ga tau harus bersikap dan berpikir bagaimana saat she told me about the story. harusnya ga jadi masalah atau me"ganggu" pikiran gue, beside she's my best friend... lagipula this is free country, we don't have any connection at all, he's married guy, i don't own him, if he and she wants to have something special that's their chioce, me nothing to do with any of that... setengah part gue baik baik tapi setengah lagi i was on shocking theraphy.
well gw coba siy utk terlihat "baik-baik" saja tapi ternyata sulit menahan the tears yg mewakili gambaran hati dan perasaan gw... i know i know gw harusnya bisa lebih kuat and tough mengingat "he's not yours vq..you damn stupid girl...so don't let him hurts you by his attitude...dia ga akan pernah memikirkan perasaan elo..."
ga tau mana yg lbh membuat misrable, sahabat yg "flirt" with a guy that she knows you ever have crush for, or a guy who have your heart and still response to your best friend's flirt? Rasanya ingin pergi menjauh dari mereka berdua just to make my feeling fine. Tapi sisi lain hati gue mengatakan,"come on Vq it's only a flirt,screw them...everyone flirt to each other...you fucked him for God sake....do u forget that" and it makes me more worst than all the shit....and it supposed to make me better, right.,...
I need to go... really got to go... from the pain....and from my self .....
Ga tau harus bersikap dan berpikir bagaimana saat she told me about the story. harusnya ga jadi masalah atau me"ganggu" pikiran gue, beside she's my best friend... lagipula this is free country, we don't have any connection at all, he's married guy, i don't own him, if he and she wants to have something special that's their chioce, me nothing to do with any of that... setengah part gue baik baik tapi setengah lagi i was on shocking theraphy.
well gw coba siy utk terlihat "baik-baik" saja tapi ternyata sulit menahan the tears yg mewakili gambaran hati dan perasaan gw... i know i know gw harusnya bisa lebih kuat and tough mengingat "he's not yours vq..you damn stupid girl...so don't let him hurts you by his attitude...dia ga akan pernah memikirkan perasaan elo..."
ga tau mana yg lbh membuat misrable, sahabat yg "flirt" with a guy that she knows you ever have crush for, or a guy who have your heart and still response to your best friend's flirt? Rasanya ingin pergi menjauh dari mereka berdua just to make my feeling fine. Tapi sisi lain hati gue mengatakan,"come on Vq it's only a flirt,screw them...everyone flirt to each other...you fucked him for God sake....do u forget that" and it makes me more worst than all the shit....and it supposed to make me better, right.,...
I need to go... really got to go... from the pain....and from my self .....
November 12, 2014
Tuhan besertaku in Memoriam of Oma A.P.Sapulete
(when I am down..)/ICA
Lahir sebagai anak sulung dari 5 saudara, itulah
aku!
Bertumbuh dalam lingkungan yang disebut “anak
tangsi” tidak membuat aku minder ataupun rendah diri, kenyataannya kenangan
masa kecil dengan memakai “celana monyet” masih terbayang jelas dalam
ingatanku.
Menjalani hidup dan masa depan yang aku belum tahu
akan seperti apa tetap aku lewati dengan sukacita, kegembiraan dan keceriaan
seorang bocah karena Tuhan besertaku
(you raise me up..)/SHEILLA
Memasuki masa remaja dan berlanjut dengan masa
kedewasaan banyak hal hebat dan dahsyat yg terjadi, dari aku harus kehilangan
sosok ibu saat aku masih kecil, melihat adik-adik ku terpisah dariku, serta
didikan keras dan disiplin dari ayahku untuk menjadikanku setegar batu karang
dlm menghadapi kehidupan, itu sebagian corak yg mewarnai hidupku.
Aku menangis…. aku tertawa, namun aku tidak takut
karena aku tahu Tuhan besertaku…
(INSTRUMENT)/JANET
Pemuda jangkung dan gagah asal Maluku bernama Max
Millianus Sapulete, dialah pilihanku untuk menjadi soulmate dalam aku menjalani
dan mengisi masa depanku dalam ikatan pernikahan kudus. Kami memiliki 13 anak,
meski yang Tuhan ijinkan utk kami besarkan hanya 8 orang, mereka adalah :
Edwin Sapulete, Royston Andre Frits Sapulete,
Corina Juliana Eleanor Sapulete, Ylona
Marlene Tiatira Sapulete, Walda Argeanne Sapulete, Sonya Barbara Sapulete,
Jaulo Ippo Festo Sapulete dan Marcha Alcrista Valetta Sapulete, dan aku
bersyukur pada Tuhan untuk kehadiran anak-anakku yang membuat hari-hariku
menjadi lebih berwarna dengan tingkah laku mereka, entah saat mereka membuat
aku marah,tertawa,sedih ataupun gembira. Mereka adalah permata hatiku. ada
kalanya aku kuatir kehilangan mereka, jika begitu aku bertelut dan berdoa untuk
mereka semua, dan saat itu aku tahu TUHAN besertaku…
(you raise me up…bait terakhir)DEBBY
Kini aku berusia 90 tahun, aku sudah mengalami
banyak hal dalam hidup ini, kehilangan orang-orang terkasih, kelahiran
cucu-cucu serta cicit-cicit ku, mengalami kesedihan dan kebahagiaan…yah semua
warna kehidupan itu sudah aku alami…
Meski kini tubuhku lemah dan renta, ingatanku sudah
banyak berkurang, serta langkahku tertatih-tatih, namun semangat hidupku
tidaklah menua, karena aku tahu TUHAN masih tetap besertaku…
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