Reflection

“Lebih baik dicintai daripada mencintai…”, “pasangan hidup tidak harus selalu sesuai standard kita…”, “cinta bisa hadir seiring perjalanan pernikahan kita…”ungkapan- ungkapan itu diberikan ke gue which is I think that’s an imposible thing to do. What if in the middle of the relationship or a marriage we met or found someone that fit with our standart and that person loves us back, can we imagine how  many persent we’re gonna do an affair? The worst is we will live in regret for the rest of our live, sucks…

i knew this guy long time ago. Everyone thought that he wasn't in category of handsome guy, away from being handsome, but quietly i pay attention on him. Months and years gone by, i didn't know how we got closer, all i knew we end up in the barn that nite, silly me i let him touched me on that day when i stopped by to his office. After the relationship, many things happen between us, we split, he with those girls he chasing and me with other guys, but somehow we got back together again, not for long but for few weeks then something bad happen again and we become stranger again, and it's goin' on again and again and again....

In my life i never got back if i broke up with a guy...except for him.... and the worst i just realise now, i still love him even we're not talking to each other for..hmmm ages.... can we called it love?

everyone leave... i leave .... but what should i do if the love also left in the middle of my life with someone that i think he loved me...