September 26, 2012

Last Song by (late) Park Yong Ha 12 Agustus 1977 - 30 Juni 2010

Moo nanimo iwanaide
Muneni hibiku otoo kiite
imamade hitorini shitekita
bokuo yurushite kurenaika

konnani afureteru hoshino nakade
kieru kotononai hikari
moshi kimio nakushitari shitara
kokorowa taerarenai

Reff :
Kanashii yoruyorimo
moosugu kuru asao
shinjite hoshiikara
kimino sobani itainda

Omoideno kakeradakeja
hitowa kesshite sukuwarenai
shigau kotobani mayottemo
omoiwa kitto chigakawanai

Ashitawa donna sorani audaroo
nagai amemokurikaesu
demo kimiwo mamoru tamedakeni
kokorowa mukuwaretai

Reff :
namidawa oboeteru
meguriaeta imio
dokonimonai aide
kimio daite itainda

futaride eo egaite mirebaii
onnaji ega dekirumade ... oh...

Reff :
kanashii yoruyorimu
moosugu kuruasao
shinjite hoshiikara
kiminosobani itainda
hanarenaideitai with you

On Park Yong Ha Funeral : “It is true that I have paid Park Yong-Ha’s funeral bill but I am curious of how this fact got revealed to the public because only me, Park Yong-Ha’s parents, and my manager knew about this. I don’t want any further media coverage on this. I just did what I was supposed to do.” (So Ji Sub-Yong Ha's Best Friend comment)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wm-z9wQ6icE

September 19, 2012

"Don't Say You Love Me"


I've seen this place a thousand times
I've felt this all before
And every time you call
I've waited there as though you might not call at all

I know this face I'm wearing now
I've seen this in my eyes
And though it feels so great, I'm still afraid
That you'll be leaving anytime

We've done this once and then you closed the door
Don't let me fall again for nothing more

Don't say you love me unless forever
Don't tell me you need me, if you're not gonna stay
Don't give me this feeling, I'll only believe it
Make it real or take it all away

I've caught myself smiling alone
Just thinking of your voice
And dreaming of your touch, is all too much
You know I don't have any choice

Don't say you love me unless forever
Don't tell me you need me, if you're not gonna stay
Don't give me this feeling, I'll only believe it
Make it real or take it all away...
Yeah, yeah yeah

We've done this once and then you closed the door
Don't let me fall again for nothing more

Don't say you love me unless forever
Don't tell me you need me, if you're not gonna stay
Don't give me this feeling, I'll only believe it
Make it real or take it all away

(Say you love me...)
Don't tell me you need me, if you're not gonna stay
Don't give me this feeling, I'll only believe it
Make it real, (make it real,) or take it all away
Take it all away, take it all away...

Don't let me fall again for nothing more...

"Don't let me fall again for nothing more...  " sepenggal lirik lagu dari The Corrs "Don't say you love me" saat ini mewakili perasaan aku yang sudah lama tidak  aku rasakan...

I didn't know what should i feel when you told me that you have the same feeling with me that night, should i be happy or it was gonna make me feel chaos...

trully, i never expected that you're gonna say it, i stop believing my self that  at least you have a little feeling for me,long ago! And do you know what hurts most? that everytime we spent the time together than the next day somehow you showed me what we had before just meaningless to you...

"gue tau elo sayang sama gue" you were right when you said that, and i had no idea why you said that in your text, but you were damn right... i still love you even i have to put my feeling to you in different ways but i still love you...

"asal elo tau gue juga sama" that's one thing... i didn't know was it trully or you just made a fool of my feeling...

as i said i didn't expected you to love me back, you cheated on me go head, you lied to me i ain't gonna stop you, just don't say you love me, don't say you have that same feelings like me, don't make me fall to you again, if you loved me you would not end up in the same bed with my best friend, if you had that love to me you wouldn't kiss my friend's lip, if you feel loving me you're not gonna showed off infront of me with that lady how close both of you, if you do feel that i so damn love you, you wouldn't put me in that fucking terrible pain...

i'll be fine without your love, i'll be fine without your care, i'll be fine if you decided to love my friends, i'll be fine if i have to hiding this feeling even from you, i'll be damn okay with all of those shit, but don't say you love me  unless you meant it, don't let me fall again for nothing more....
Don't even try to convience me about love that you never feel for me...

Please don't.....