"Don't let me fall again for nothing more... " sepenggal lirik lagu dari The Corrs "Don't say you love me" saat ini mewakili perasaan aku yang sudah lama tidak aku rasakan...
I didn't know what should i feel when you told me that you have the same feeling with me that night, should i be happy or it was gonna make me feel chaos...
trully, i never expected that you're gonna say it, i stop believing my self that at least you have a little feeling for me,long ago! And do you know what hurts most? that everytime we spent the time together than the next day somehow you showed me what we had before just meaningless to you...
"gue tau elo sayang sama gue" you were right when you said that, and i had no idea why you said that in your text, but you were damn right... i still love you even i have to put my feeling to you in different ways but i still love you...
"asal elo tau gue juga sama" that's one thing... i didn't know was it trully or you just made a fool of my feeling...
as i said i didn't expected you to love me back, you cheated on me go head, you lied to me i ain't gonna stop you, just don't say you love me, don't say you have that same feelings like me, don't make me fall to you again, if you loved me you would not end up in the same bed with my best friend, if you had that love to me you wouldn't kiss my friend's lip, if you feel loving me you're not gonna showed off infront of me with that lady how close both of you, if you do feel that i so damn love you, you wouldn't put me in that fucking terrible pain...
i'll be fine without your love, i'll be fine without your care, i'll be fine if you decided to love my friends, i'll be fine if i have to hiding this feeling even from you, i'll be damn okay with all of those shit, but don't say you love me unless you meant it, don't let me fall again for nothing more....
Don't even try to convience me about love that you never feel for me...
Please don't.....
