I'll never love this way again by Dionne Warwick

I'll Never Love this way again

You looked inside my fantasies
And made each one come true
Something no one else had ever found a way to do
I've kept the mem'ries one by one
Since you took me in
I know I'll never love this way again
I know I'll never love this way again
So I keep holdin' on
Before the good is gone
I know I'll never love this way again
Hold on, hold on, hold on
A fool will lose tomorrow
Reaching back for yesterday
I won't turn my head in sorrow
If you should go away
I'll stand here and remember
Just how good it's been
And I know I'll never love this way again
I know I'll never love this way again
So I keep holdin' on before the good is gone
I know I'll never love this way again
Hold on, hold on, hold on
I know I'll never love this way again
So I keep holdin' on
Before the good is gone
I know I'll never love this way again
Hold on, hold on
I know I'll never love this way again
So I keep holdin' on
Before the good is gone
I know I'll never love this way again
Hold on

All About You part 1

- Coffee Latte/Black Coffee less sugar
- Lontong Sayur
- Sansang, B2 Panggang, Hong Pork @ Trio Restaurant ~ any ingredients with pork~
- RW (food with dog's meat)
- KFC (chicken drum/wings)
- Pizza Hut
- Salad (fruit with corns, a lot of them)
- Red / White Wine
- Bebek (food from duck's meat)
- Tempe Goreng, Pisang Goreng
- Chicken porridge
- A Techno's expert
- Experts Speech
- Active in organization
- Closed private person
- Womanizer, Casanova, Ladies' Man
- Great smile and laugh
- Little bit spoiled ~in gud way~
- Adorable and cute
- A "killer " eyes and smile

Sarang ->사랑

“I love you” spontaneously...

“same here, don’t know how to say it better..”you said

Truly, I felt happy a little bit that moment when I read it  eventhou’ I sence somehow you showed it in strange way

I never ever think that we’ll be in this situation like now.

Seeing your face, hearing your voice, admire your smile quietly now become my routine activities after I decided to wash away all the feelings I ever had for you.

Wish you knew how much those little moments with you mattered to me, and I don’t know what I should do about it.

The love that I can not reject even that love makes me sad and it’s hurting me

but as time goes by I sence that love filled my heart and it scared me to death….

Keep saying to my self it’s only a moment, just to spent the days and it will vanish in its time…

And that’s what my self to you..

i have tried so hard to hold my self and feeling to you,

i try so hard to reject all the feelings that slowly fill my self and i just stand there freezely and watching it takes my heart and breaking into pieces...

 

The One~OST That Winter the wind blows by

The ONE

Naneun geudael algo itseub nida
Marhaji anhado neukkib nida
Geureon nawa dalmeun gosi
Manheun apeun sarami jyo
Sarang ttawin baewo boji motae
Jal alji motal geol naneun aljyo
Hajiman geudaeran saram
Nae unmyeongin geol neukki jyo
Hayan nun kkot cheoreom yeorin naui saram
Geu sarami nareul apeuge haneyo
O barami bureowa meolli geudael
Deryeogal geotman gata
Oneuldo geu yeopeul jikigo itneyo

Bireo bobnida haneurerado
Naui gidoga daheulsu itge
Barae bobnida ijen meomchul sudo
Eobtneun doghan sarange..
Nae salmi jogag nado geujeo
Dan han saram dan han saram

Geobu haji motal unmyeong gateun sarang
Geu sarami nareul seulpeuge haneyo
Chan gyeouri millyeowa
On momi da eoreo beorin daedo
Eonjena geu yeope naega isseul kkeyo

Geudael saranghaeyo geudael aneul kkeyo
Eonjena geu yeopeul jikyeo julkkeyo

(English Translation)

I know you, I feel you even if you don’t speak
You’re a hurt person, who resembles me a lot
I know that I never learned of love so I don’t really know about it
But I feel that you are a person who is my destiny

My person is soft like the white snowflakes
That person is hurting me
The wind blows and it seems like it’ll take you far away
So I am protecting you by your side again today

I beg so that my prayers can reach the heavens
I hope for this cruel love that I can’t stop anymore
Even if my life is broken to pieces,
There’s just one person, just one person for me

A love like destiny that I cannot reject
That person is making me sad
Even if the cold winter comes and freezes my entire body
I will always be by your side

I love you, I will hold you
I will always protect you by your side

dear God

Dear God….

I love him… I am truly sorry I love him….

Dunno what to do but I love him…

I suppose to erase him from my mind and heart but his shadows keeps playing on

I love him even I hardly talk to him,

I love him in the moment he hurts me badly,

I love him while he’s wrinkled his forehead,

I love him hearing his voice, laughing and talking…

I love him seeing the way he’s sleeping,

I love himwhile he puts his arms around me,

And I love him while he’s whispering  “…have a nice sleep…” in my ears…

I don’t mean to love him…again,

I don’t even make a plan to feel this way again…

I miss him now so badly that made me can’t breath,

A lot of times I wanna say to him I love him and I miss him,

The best I could do just stay quite and move away from him…

So that he’s not able to see the love in my eyes…

Dear God,

He’s not allowed to see this love in my eyes,

He musn’t know eventhou’ I said to him that I loved him…

Please make this miss gone…

so that I bare to stare on his eyes without pain and love

so that I could make his shadow away from my life….

I love him God… I do….

Please whisper it to his ears thru the wind and the night….

“..have a nice sleep my love….”

Listen by Beyonce

Listen to the song here in my heart
A melody I start but can't complete
Listen to the sound from deep within
It's only beginning to find release

Oh, the time has come for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside and turned
Into your own all 'cause you won't

Listen

Listen, I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried to say what's on my mind
You should have known

Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own

You should have listened, there is someone here inside
Someone I thought had died so long ago
Oh, I'm free now and my dreams will be heard
They will not be pushed aside or turned
Into your own all 'cause you won't

Listen

Listen, I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried to say what's on mind
You should have known

Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you gave to me

But now I've gotta find my own

I don't know where I belong
But I'll be moving on
If you don't, if you won't

Listen to the song here in my heart
A melody I start but I will complete

Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you think you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own

My own.

Songwriters
CUTLER, SCOTT / PREVEN, ANNE / KRIEGER, HENRY D. / KNOWLES, BEYONCE

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Lyrics © Warner/Chappell Music, Inc., IMAGEM U.S. LLC, Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, EMI Music Publishing

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hmmmm

Ga pernah terbayangkan if we're gonna meet each other like now...
Ga pernah terpikirkan it's gonna be you i would see...
Rasanya ingin bisa pergi dari situasi menyesakan yg harus aku hadapi every day
Rasanya ingin menjauh sejauh jauhnya dari dirimu sehingga otak dan pikiran ku tidak selalu etrtuju kepada dirimu...
Aku ndak tahu kenapa Tuhan menempatkan kita dalam situasi seperti ini, mungkin ini harga penebusan kesalahan yg telah aku buat selama ini,
atau mungkin payment time utk dosa dosa yg aku lakukan dengan mengatas namakan CINTA sehingga dosa itu terlihat seperti ketulusan sebuah cinta...padahal mungkin itu hy wujud sebuah nafsu duniawi...

Kamu...
hmmmmm kamu itu sebuah misteri untuk aku,
menebak isi hati dan pikiran mu kerap kali membuat aku tersesat dalam pengertian akan kehadiran dirimu...
Jika mereka yang lain suka akan ciuman-mu, sikap ramah-mu, candaan-mu, atau bahkan sikap romantismu, aku suka akan senyum dan suaramu...
Suka akan raut wajahmu saat engkau sedang fokus akan pekerjaan-mu, atau saat engkau bicara dihadapan publik....

Seiring waktu yg berlalu diantara kita, seiring kediaman dan ke-alpaan kita berbicara, aku belajar utk melewati hari tanpa kehadiran dirimu, belajar mengisi hari dengan topeng ketidak perdulian akan kehadiran dirimu...

Dan aneh... aku lebih nyaman dengan semua itu...

Hmmmm....