Dear God….
I love him… I
am truly sorry I love him….
Dunno what
to do but I love him…
I suppose to
erase him from my mind and heart but his shadows keeps playing on
I love him
even I hardly talk to him,
I love him
in the moment he hurts me badly,
I love him
while he’s wrinkled his forehead,
I love him
hearing his voice, laughing and talking…
I love him
seeing the way he’s sleeping,
I love
himwhile he puts his arms around me,
And I love
him while he’s whispering “…have a nice
sleep…” in my ears…
I don’t mean
to love him…again,
I don’t even
make a plan to feel this way again…
I miss him
now so badly that made me can’t breath,
A lot of
times I wanna say to him I love him and I miss him,
The best I could
do just stay quite and move away from him…
So that he’s
not able to see the love in my eyes…
Dear God,
He’s not
allowed to see this love in my eyes,
He musn’t
know eventhou’ I said to him that I loved him…
Please make
this miss gone…
so that I bare
to stare on his eyes without pain and love
so that I could
make his shadow away from my life….
I love him
God… I do….
Please whisper
it to his ears thru the wind and the night….
“..have a
nice sleep my love….”
