Kembali sit tight infront of my blogs field..yet still don't know what am i goin' to write down...
07.45:
tergopoh-goph ngabrit ke organ untuk menggantikan tugas organis hari ini mengiringi jemaat bernyanyi dalam ibadah minggu... sumthing funny hapen during the ceremony, my little niece Vina all the sudden ran to the infront of the church and sat on my lap and sang "..cicak-cicak didinding..." with her outloud voice... i tried so hard to make her quite...
13.15:
went out to Citra Land Mal with Wendy, Anthon~her husband~, Vina, Jeannette ~my youngest sista~, Robin ~her husband~, and my cousin Helmut. We went to Gramedia, one of the largest book store in Jakarta, and buy view things for X'Mas preparation at the church. After that we had lunch at Pizza Hut, Wendy's treat~,we'd been there for 3 hours more less... and then we went to Muwardi's...
18.40:
i went to Bynet netcafe, in upset mood cos had fight with Wendy.. and beside missing sum1 badly but don't know how to contact him, think im gonna crazy thingking about this guy.. and starting to say to my own self ,"..why Vicky, why do you always make a wrong love , why you always get involved with those wrong guys, why do you always drawn your self into bad situation and imposible wishes..." Guess i miss sum1 in my life, sum1 that i could talk to, sum1 that could love me freely and without no ashame things, sum1 that i could introduce to my big family...
21.28: still sitting infront of the compie, and wonder will my prince charming come and get me? Or will i stay alone in my regrets and sadness?!..Really made me dizzy...
Got to go... so tired... and sleepy...
