Aku hanya mengenalnya hanya sejak aku kecil sebagai kaka dari mama-ku. Senyum-nya yang ramah sikapnya yang tegas dan sedikit keras terhadap anak-anak dan suami membuat aku berpikir seperti apakah rasanya hidup bersamanya. Aku tidaklah terlalu dekat padanya,namun dari semua keluarga dari pihak mama-ku beliau adalah yang paling dekat dengan kami...aku biasa memanggilnya Ai. Dia adalah seorang pengajar bahasa mandarin di sebuah klenteng di daerah Pasuruan. Melihat sosok seorang Ai aku selalu berpikir dia pasti hidup dalam suasana yang keras yang membuatnya menjadi demikian keras baik dalam sikap dan cara berpikir. Dan every time she smile she reminds me of my mom,they have that similiar smiling :)
Last time i met my aunty about 2years ago i think when i went to Surabaya for her third daughter's weds. She really a gud host, she brought us to many places and she always put a smile everytime she met people , no matter what her heart situation was...and that's the best part i saw in her self as my aunty.The difference between us and her is only our faith in God.For me she's realy a carrying and lovable aunty, she always compliment me and said how beauty i was,everytime i met her she always said that...
Now, she's lying there at the hospital becos of her ill,she's just there,stay calm,no moves at all...and when the doctors said can't handle again and just waiting for the miracle from God,i just wonder and pray,"would you give that miracle,God?" what would she see in "there", will she meet God,will she meet angels....wouls her find her way to God....
gee... all the sudden my tears fallen... i don't know why i sad, then i realise we're going to miss sum1 if we know we won't meet that person again.....ever! all the sudden there's so many words we wanna say, many stories we'd like to tell and many memories we'd like to share..but it's to late, the moment has come..no time left...
So, i think it's better say what you wana say to sum1, don't wait until tomrrow what you can do today, if tomorrow never comes you'll gonna regret it for the rest of your days...
