February 11, 2008

Pagal..Crazy... Gila ... Insane...

Pagal ... crazy ... Gila .... Insane ...
That's the only word that filled my mind right now!
Loving you makes my world upside down...
You and your charmed,
you and your smile,
you and your care,
you and your ice heart,
you and your silence,
you and your world...
Don't you know at all that those things torn me apart..
I was lost in your presence, you just like an angel and a devil in the same time.
You filled my days with your presence just when i was alone,
now you're away and be silence just when i'm missing you...
I feel so close to you when you're away
and feel you're so far when you're near...
You're real but untouchable,
you're excist but only a shadow,
you're a voice without a shape,
i hear you but can't see you..
You just like the breath of morning wind
I miss you ... miss you badly...
but it's only could be scream inside of my heart and shadow of the night brings those feelings away to the island of the loneliness...
Why did you torture me with your love and charm..
Be gone and leave me alone,
Be gone and away from my dreams...
Let the tears and pain cover my nites with their mighty wings
I don't wana love you, but i love you
i don't wana missing you, but i do miss you...
You're my angel and devil in the same time
who giving me this pleasure of pain thru your presence and Love
Loving you just like holding the water with my arms,
or touching the softness of cloud in the sky...
Does Love always this hurt
or it's just a stupidity of my heart....