" you do the candle blow, how's about that... next time u'll do the pray..." answered me..
"i don't wana be the candle blow, i wanna do the pray for aunty..." vina insisted her will... and still i said NO and leave the room...
Now, i really regret it, this morning all the sudden i remembered again that conversation with vina, and how both of us left in bad feeling about it...
How was i be that fool rejected the bless from vina's pray, how was i that stupid and morron cos' i couldn't see vina's will to give me the precious gift as long as i live her pray, how was i such that idiot not seeing her love for me thru prayed for me... gosh.. i really regret it badly... i know that moment won't happen again, it could be no next year... im so sorry vina... sorry for being stupid aunty for you Vi... im sorry for making you upset and let the blessing of your love away just like that...
I love you dearly Vi... thank you for praying for me
