Ga tau kenapa hari ini gue kangen banged sama si blegug satu itu…
udah 2 minggu since our last date but until now there’s no words not
even
The last day of this week he showed up, out of the blue.. just pop up
like that, and as usually i put my “don’t care”mask everytime he’s
around even it caused he think different about me, so beat it… better
that way i guess.
I think i never able act that care and nice to him infront of other
people especially infront of his girls, perhaps i have quite long put
this mask in my life so i feel little bit comfort with that, but i thank
God for that day i heard his voice, his laughed, i sence his presence,
knowing that he’s fine … and missed him so badly and was glad i could
whisper “i love you” even there was no change he heard that word…
it’s ok if you wana show me how close you are to them, it’s ok if you
wana show me everytime you step in it’s not gonna be me you’re looking
for, it’s OK if you wana show me about you and them… but don’t expect me
to watch all of your shows, i get it.. believe me i do… just don’t
expect me to sit here while you spread your charm to them … do whatever
your heart desire to do, take your own audience, but i’m not gonna be
there to watch… and if i had to i will give you the best show that
nobody would ever notice my truth feelings…
wish someday, somehow (who knows?) you hear my whisper that night….
