Tuhan, satu-satunya moment aku merasa tidak adil adalah saat gossip
itu tiba di telinga ku untuk kedua kalinya, dan menyadari it’s probably
not just a gossip. I dunno what to do when he asked me to trust my own
heart, so how am I suppose to do that when I had stopped believing my
own heart long time ago since he proved that my heart was wrong.
i
love him, always do, always will, and i do believe him when he said
that "magical word" but i also believe that he's only human, i believe
that he is able to feel love and attractive to other girls than me, but
he never understand that and i don't know how to explain what i feel.
I
had done the silence before and it made me cost of loosing him, and now
when i say what i feel to him still i'm loosing him ... all the sudden
he came with all the "not fair" reasons to me....
i
stand still when i heard the way he kissed my friend, i stand still
when i heard he share the same bed with my friend, i stand still when i
heard his flattery touch to other girls, one gosip and the next thing i
knew i have no strength to stand on my feet again... and it happen just when i needed
him the most...
