March 10, 2008

Midnight Note...

Sixteen:
Was so affraid facing the grown up world, just sat down in living room and took a pray...

ten:
Was wondering what would hapen with me on 10 or 20 years ahead? Dreaming about Mr. Perfect Guy, about marriage, about having family of my own... again i knelt down and pray, cos all the sudden i felt the fear of the future
What if i had lost people that i loved, what if i had met my match... what if... just what if...

zero-one:
My life had begun... being faithful won't be a guarentee to bring my Mr.Perfect into my life, learnt about LOVE, pain and tears... didn't want to fall in love, didn't want to have best friend, thought what i had done so my life so difficult, learnt how to deal with the lost of your love one, learnt how to acts and responsible for everything i'd done, learnt how to become an adult... sucks :) but it hapens anyway...
So hard being adult!