December 11, 2015

Read Me #1



I am sorry…….
Sorry for all the doubts ….
Sorry for all the questions ….
Sorry for not believing ….
Sorry for all the assumptions …
Sorry for all the pain…
I try so hard not to fall in love with you, coz it’s impossible to have your heart,
I try so hard to deny my self from loving you, coz you are so  … perfect
I try so hard to conviencing  my self that the feeling only temporary, coz how can I let go of something that so perfect,
I try so hard to let go of you, coz i worried that I would only be in your way,
Sorry for making you not comfort with this feeling,
Sorry for making you hurt because of my feeling,
Don’t let me have your heart if I only cause pain to you,
I won’t forgive my self if I hurted you
I’m sorry for making this relationship away from fun,
I’m sorry for making your days miserable because of my attitude,
I really am sorry … from the deep of my heart sorry,
I mess up, I start fights, I easily got jealous, but
You mean so much to me that’s the truth, even it’s hard for you to believe but it’s true…
I’m sorry I love you ….

Thank you for your time reading this,
Have  a lovely day….
takecare