February 16, 2016

Dear heart

Dear my heart,
I did it again, hurting my beloved one with jealousy and stupid thing and to be honest i never know how to win his heart.
I don't know how to explain what i feel inside, i don't know how to tell him i love him without hurting him..
and now, i really scared to go near him or just to look at him, i'm affraid that it could hurt him even more ...
i miss him, being with him, love him ....
but will he still wants me like the first day we got closer?

Dear my heart,
i love him,
but how can i explain the feeling slowly getting soar and cold,
i just knew how huge the effect of a gossip to your life...
i wished i could say how sorry i was...but it's too late
there's no chance i could fix his broken heart

Dear my heart,
Please tell him i do love him so much more than i could take,
i want to touch him more than i want to breathe

Dear my heart,
i love him... yet i still have to let him go...
i need him more than i need air ... yet i need to wash away the feeling ...

Dear my heart,
please be fine ....