"Do you know when you're gone you taking my world with you?
Do you know when you're gone you're taking away all the happines with you?
Do you know when you're gone you're taking away all my sunshine?..."
These are few of my feelings that i felt when i lost my love one... Falling in love, is it happines or another way to feel hurt?If that love things going smooth means Happines but when it's gone so wrong and away from what you're thingking then time tobe hurt!
I love watching people and listen for all their problems, and alot of those people, they're talking about love.. it's always about love...
I have few friends, some of them they have a wonderful marriage and honest to their spouse, some they're also marriage but they get infolved with "other person" in love things, they look so faithfull to each other spouse but in other hand they hide their little "cheat" story...
Some, they wana have a marriage but they don't meet the "right" person yet, and the others they're just stuck up in the midle of endless relationship....
So, what does Love have something to do with them?on that conditions i have mentioned what the truth of Love skin?Happiness, pretending, sadness or just a crap...
Since i was a teen, i felt i always falling in love with the wrong guy... and still! And somehow that thought create a bitter thing in my life... and my mind... i do everything just to make my self not get infolved with the wrong guy but some how it's all coming back to me now... and all i could say is "geee... vicks, get real... he's not for you, he's away from your wish..." Then how and what we should do to find our true love or what people know the most is "match"...
How we could have known if that person is the right one, someone that you will see in 50 yrs ahead, someone that you will see e'time you open your eyes and still you in love with that person no matter how bad the situation turn in, someone that you share e'thing and become your half soul in the world, someone that you would share laugh, tears, smile, sadness even the wrinkle skin has been see in his/her face, someone that you will see for the last time before the death close your eyes eternaly....
I always ask God to send and give me a soul mate that could bring me nearer to God, i ever love a guy and think he's the right one, he's so faithful in God, he seemed tobe the right guy who could take me nearer to God, until he left and change his faith that easily just for another woman!
Love hurts, Love happiness, Love gives you smile and joy and all the eximent in life, but it also could wrack you down, and brings sorrow to your soul which you never imagine before...
LOVE.. such a strange word ... but im glad i could feel Love inside my heart....
