X'Mas is near, but you're so far away.. that's what i feel right now... people should happy during X'Mas moment but why i don't feel that way...
Tonight i don't know what to write down but in my heart and mind there's a lot of feelings i wana discribe thru the words...
Sometimes i feel i wana runaway from all these feelings, but sometimes i feel i wana near by you, talk with you, make jokes with you, hear your voice, listen all the words of you...
sometimes i decide not to pay attention with your present but in other time i hate when you say nothing at all seeing me...
Sometimes i wana hate you so i don't have to thinking about you but quitely i feel so missing you and just feel your present thru the wind and nights...
Sometimes i wana forget you for gud and make sure of my self that's the gud things i do then why i feel so terrible sad thinking about that...
X'Mas is near i should have felt happy about that...
Day by day i feel you're so far and far away, i don't know about that, dunno what to do, dunno what to say, i just sit and feel the lost i think... i dunno should i hold you from away or just let it you go...
but before you're leaving i just wana tell you i really greatfull for the day we met, i thank God for knowing you this far... sooner or later you'll be gone with the wind and nights, the only thing left just memories and your picture...
i will always take you in my heart, i will remember you e'time i breath and feels you with the blood in my body...
